Kiss the rain!

My Friend when I think of you.
I think of all that we've been through.
All the times we argue and fight,
I know deep inside that it isn't right.
I, then feel bad and a lot of pain.
It feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain.
I love you dear friend with all of my heart.
But now that you're gone I've fallen apart.
I'm getting better as the days go by.

I wish sometimes this was all a big lie.

"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel." -Maya Angelou

An answer...i really found sumthing..this place (UTP) has offered me sumthing that i can never erase..never demolished..i found tru friends. instead of calling friend..may b some of 'em i can really call sibling..There is an amazing amount of warmth coming in my way, and it's all coming from the people whom i,v choosed to have in my life -- the people i felt proud to be call my friends. I was indeed loved by my friends, and i will always be able to count on them for the wise council, unwavering support and positive reinforcement that i need. Everyday,I made time to be with them and enjoyed some of the private jokes and friendly silliness that make my life sweeter.

Now it's the hardest time for us..not gambling in games anymore..not struggling in exams anymore but taking the time..apreciating the time left for us to be together..living together..having meals together..laughing together..playing around together and worst..doing stupid things together.. we r facing the interphasing period where everyone sooner will b back on previous own 'bussiness'..and for me..i not know wat's waiting in front..do i hav chance to redeem the 'flower' from all the thorns i got now?I do believe..today's thorn is always tomorrow's flower..

Perhaps..everyone is happy rite now..we had finished our disasterest lifetime being first cohort here..with s***ing management treated us like s***..but instead of that..we managed to enjoyed a lot..among ourselves..things changed time by time..and the best one...i really learnt a lot from 'em..

i'm gonna miss everything so much

i'm gonna miss my angel so much

i'm gonna miss my devil so much

i'm gonna miss d sisters so much

it's hard for me to trust ppl but here..luckily..i found somebody that i can really put a trust on.

T-H-E _M-O-N-S-T-E-R-S <<<<----we r!

A tribute to all d "TIKUS XPERIMEN"

'Walau kita cuba sembunyi

Namun terlihat segalanya

Yang tersimpan di hati

Bintang-bintang di malam

Cerah beri cahaya

Tak terhalang menyinari segala'

15July2006..d most memorable date for this 'study' phase where d 1st time i stepped my foot here..in UTP..registering maself as MSc Petroleum Geoscience student at Postgrad Office in BLOK J. Many Q's left unasnwerable..wat else left unsaid?..there we gathered..n most of us..were here not truly come out from our own desire but with full bless by our parents..5 of us..Ju-N,Farah,Rahmani,Me n also Poon(currently working in SLB)..we didn't see anything..just an OVERBURDEN on our shoulders where we thought we were not suppose to b here..not suppose to grab this chance..we were lack of experience n knowledge but we thought that learning from experience was the best way...but anyhow..we were here already..we took d risk (insincerely) n kept motivating oueself n each other that this plasce has more to offer than we realize..

1st 3 months most 'disasterest' time in our life..juz imagined..we took almost 3 months to really get use to everything..most important was our classmates..how to adapt to 'em whom seem clearly known so much thing bout OnG world.."wat d hell we r learning rite now?".."celebrating Aidilfitri in UTP because we r sitting on our papers while ppl r celebrating it?"--so much obstacles we hav gone trough..day by day..we became stronger..we adapted so well..we tried our best..we broke our leg..we enjoyed our studied..we became closer n closer..we build strong relationship between each other..

now..June2007..almost 1 year..n only 1module to go..n we r completing d programme..but ever ppl asked me whether im ready or not?--nvrmind..d answer is HELL NO!--d more i learnt then i feel like there r so much that i still dunno...n im not ready to serve PETRONAS yet..so much stupidity inside meeeee!!

bnda lebih penting...aku lum bersedia..2 b away from both my devil n angel..2 b away from d sisters..i love 'em a lot..so many things being shared here..ups n down..tears n joy..

i cant hide it..i really built a true frenship here..n i dunt wanna it juz faded away like that..hilang dimakan masa..hilang dimamah jarak..hilang ditelan kesibukan..a moment to remember..

n now..presented our PILOT project..contribute by d Ulamers..original idea from SpidEY d'Devil..ULAM..n here i wannna thank all d 1st batch MSc Pet Geoscience members..Sunder, SpidEY, IbuIna, Ubikwan, Min, KakWa, Faizid d'Angel, Tow-Gock, Harris, Juen, Idris, Lan, Pu3, Dehto, Farah n Man..for everty single moment we shared here..we r d pioneer..d tikus xperimen..